The way I live is getting really fucking old.
I don’t remember what it’s like to have feelings for the person I’m sleeping with… This is not what sex is for, and I just wish that I wasn’t the way that I am. It’s making life unbelievably hard to live. I want so badly to be in love, despite the fact that it always ends up badly. I just want to know that the person I’m giving myself to will, for once in my fucking life, deserve it… If at least for the time being.
@9 months ago#sex #sad #emo #life #love #happiness #personal




