Looking back at all my stupid depressed posts, I just feel so fucking stupid.

Lol, Why did I let you guys hurt me so much? You obviously don’t deserve the places in my heart that you hold held. I’m just working towards not giving a single fuck about you, and because of the person I am, I may never achieve that. I’m waiting for that moment when seeing your faces doesn’t tinge my heart with sadness, but rather, with regret, maybe even pity. I have a right to be full of myself right now and say that I feel bad for all of you for not having me in your lives. I was the only one out of all of you that would do anything for you guys. I’d probably still do more for you then the “friends” you now think you have. The replacements you’re using to fill the void I’ve left will never be as invested in your well-beings the way I was. I suppose that’s not a good trait to have… I become fully invested those I get “that feeling” for, the ones I sense good vibes from… But I digress. I hope you all have great lives and all that other bullshit people say to make themselves seem more mature than scorned, but what I honestly hope for is that you think of me one day, even just once, and realize what you’ve lost.

“I have come to know I’ll only see you interrupting my dreams at night, and that’s alright.”

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