Don’t expect me to change if you can hardly manage to shut your fucking mouth and do the right thing for once.
@9 months ago
#maturity #fuck you #grow up #i hate you so fucking much #live #love #life #happiness #unhappiness #fuck you.
@9 months ago with 2 notes
#Rasputin Music #Love #Life #Happiness #Fashion #Me #Outfit Of The Day #Another shirt from my collection of Cut Up Clothes From Boys Past
My outfit from my first day of work… I’m pretty happy about it, even though I had to sit in the storage room and didn’t get to show it off. At least I have camera whore pictures to let the world judge me with.
Lol, Why did I let you guys hurt me so much? You obviously don’t deserve the places in my heart that you
hold held. I’m just working towards not giving a single fuck about you, and because of the person I am, I may never achieve that. I’m waiting for that moment when seeing your faces doesn’t tinge my heart with sadness, but rather, with regret, maybe even pity. I have a right to be full of myself right now and say that I feel bad for all of you for not having me in your lives. I was the only one out of all of you that would do anything for you guys. I’d probably still do more for you then the “friends” you now think you have. The replacements you’re using to fill the void I’ve left will never be as invested in your well-beings the way I was. I suppose that’s not a good trait to have… I become fully invested those I get “that feeling” for, the ones I sense good vibes from… But I digress. I hope you all have great lives and all that other bullshit people say to make themselves seem more mature than scorned, but what I honestly hope for is that you think of me one day, even just once, and realize what you’ve lost.
“I have come to know I’ll only see you interrupting my dreams at night, and that’s alright.”
@1 year ago with 1 note
#live #life #love #happiness #personal #friends? #Ingrid Michaelson #Does this mean I'm happy?
I don’t even know what to take from it, though… I don’t even think she knew what she meant by any of it. I suppose it’s nice to know that she’s thinking of me, but is it really worth it if the things she’s thinking about aren’t even true?… I don’t know.
“I don’t know what I’m feeling.”
@1 year ago
#Girl Interrupted #Personal #Life #Love #...Happiness?
I mean, I was born with a vagina, after all. Whether I’m with a guy or a girl, I really don’t care. I just never got to be the girl, and I would very much enjoy it, I believe.
@1 year ago with 2 notes
#love #relatioships #life #happiness
Even more than that, I want you to tell me you miss me as much as I miss you. I want you to hang out with me and hug me. I want to yell at you, but I want you to know that I don’t mean to hurt you, that I just need to get it out. I want you to agree with what I say, even if it’s not true, even if you know I don’t mean it, and I want you to hug me like you feel bad for me. Then we can get drunk and speak emotionally about what’s happened since we were apart and why we were, then drunkenly eat ice cream and talk about nothing because we’ve never needed anything to talk about. We’ve always just been.
But if I can’t have that, I’ll settle for the pain I’ll suffer when you tell me you don’t love me. I just need something to take me out of here, this is not a good place to be.
@1 year ago
#I miss you infinitely. #I will until something happens. #I get hooked on things that don't end. #And we didn't end. #End us or continue us #Love #Life #Happiness #Depression #Missing #Distance #Time #FUCK #Personal